Playlist
I might be wrong (live) - Radiohead
Sirens Call - Jesse Stewart
Videotape - Radiohead
Diary of a Love Song - A Perfect Circle
Reckoner - Radiohead
House of Cards - Radiohead
Jigsaw falling into place - Radiohead
Bangers and Mash - Radiohead
How to disappear completely - Radiohead
Idiotech - Radiohead
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I think I've said enough, or maybe I've said too much. It was tough to say everything I said and I still don't quite understand what my goal is/was.
It's ok you don't feel the same, I can deal with the truth. I can deal with the fact that I'd run as far from me as possible as I could if the circumstances were turned around.
All is not lost, in the short time we shared some lovely experiences and I felt so good, the only thing that was missing was your touch - you were in arms reach, so close.
Now that I know how you feel, I will refrain from pursuing you -- yet, in the back of my mind I still want our peaceful time together.
I asked some pretty stupid questions that night, but my curious mind was dying to know -- and, I can sleep a little better now even though I can't have you.
They say the truth sets you free -- in my case it's setting me on a search for the better person that I can become.
In my mind's fanstasy, I wish you'd make contact to say that you miss me and that you were just scared.
I miss you and I miss the unknown of what we could become. I've said before that I wish our nights would never end, and I'm having trouble letting go.
I'll just move forward with wherever I'm going and in the back of my mind hope that one day you'll tap me on the shoulder, hug me and tell me the same.
Because, I'd give up nearly anything for you.
If not, I'll be someone else -- will it be her, I don't know. I doubt it.
I can antcipate most things except your feelings.
